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| I have to clean my room and my car by this Sunday. My parents are
coming up so it must be clean. I haven't had a cigarette all day
and I don't feel like I need one either. I still think I'm
getting sick. The gin I'm going to drink on Friday will kill it
tho. I'm really excited about spring break eventhough I'm not
going anywhere. It will be nice to have some alone time
again. Things are going well. I need some advice on
something tho so IM me or call me if you want to help.
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| Its been a while. Rush is over. Pledging has begun. We have
8 awesome guys. School still sucks. Girls still suck.
I made one cry and I hit on an engaged girl all in about 16 hours this
weekend. There might be some light at the end of the tunnel as 2
ppl say I should date this one girl. We'll see tho. I think
I'm getting sick. Headache, stomach ache, my ear hurts like I
have an ear infection. I'll take my temp. soon to see if I have a
fever (if I do i will be so pissed off). I just looked at my
calendar and I still haven't flipped it over to Feb. My room is
trashed, I'm behind in my classes, I am still single so why do I feel
pretty good about life? Spring break is coming up and the
farthest I will get from Valpo is Chesterton so I can work. One
of my days off will be spent at court doing my 5 hours of observation
for my Judicial Process class. My spring break is gonna suck
unless I make $600+. I have averaged about 5 hours of sleep
starting on Wednesday night. I know some people average less but
that is because they are stupid, I was just that busy. I
bought 2 philosophy books and now have over 1000 pages of philosophy to
read at some point for fun. I miss reading for fun. School
takes the fun out of it because I always feel like I should take notes
because there will be a test or a quiz over it at some point. I
have a Spanish test tomorrow, a 3-4 page prospectus due for Public
Administration due tomorrow, a Spanish oral exam on Thursday and a
History test on Friday. I must be the worst procrastinater in the
world, I am writing to procrastinate and I just stopped to play
solitaire. If anyone is good at massages let me know, my
back and neck are starting to hurt again which means my stress level
will increase greatly soon especially since I only have 1 cigarette
left and will not buy more. I am being ignored by someone right
now and it sucks. I am considering skipping my first 2 classes
tomorrow so I can study for my Spanish test and write my prospecticus
for PA. I am just too tired to stay awake and do it
tonight. I guess thats about it. Leave a
comment if you read this. I need to feel acknowledged.
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| Well Rush is almost over. Its been great. Classes are going
ok except for the devil known as spanish. I need to do better
this semester b/c my parents said if I dont I wont be here for my
senior year. If that happens, I will take out student loans and
never speak to my parents again. I have never fit in better than
I do here. This place is my life. A fraternity was closed
this week. I just have so much going through my head right
now. And when that happens I tend to think about the things that
aren't going well. The more I hang out w/ my friends that have
significant others and the closer it gets to Valentines Day the more
depressed I get about being alone. I don't even think I have time
for a girlfriend in my life right now but since I dont have one it
doesn't matter. "If at first you don't succeed, failure may
be your style." Maybe I am destined to be
alone. I hate writing about how pathetic I think I am but I do it
anyway.
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| Well i've made it through a complete week of classes. I am only
behind in one subject right now and its only the reading for that
class. Just as my back pain was going away it started again this
week. If anyone knows how to give an awesome back massage, let me
know. School is really deterimental to my health. Rush
starts tomorrow. I am excited. Everything seems to be going
well. All and all I feel pretty good about life. Something
is missing but I don't expect that void to be filled anytime
soon. I ran my first IFC meeting last night. One of our
shortest ever which makes it a complete success. Thats about all
I have. Now its time to clean my room.
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| Finally I have people to talk to again. Break is basically
over. Classes start on Wednesday. I'm kind of
excited. I know I need to do much much better than last
semester. I am going to withdraw my name from a waitlist and take
another Theo class over the summer. I will only have 13 credits
this semester and take another 3 over the summer. That will give
me enough time to concentrate on all of the important things I have to
do. I am now in my new room for this semester. It
rocks. You are all jealous of my room's awesomeness.
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